By that I mean my brain fog. It really sucks when it comes on because I don’t know if it’s going to last a couple of minutes or a couple of weeks. It’s part of my mystery disease. Did I get that part over here from Gray? I don’t even feel like looking.
What is my brain fog? I have no idea what it’s known as medically (hence the mystery disease reference) but to me it’s like my brain gets too tired to function deeply. I have basic motor skills, can take care of myself and my young, but can’t seem to put together a complete sentence- written or oral. I’m just a blithering idiot when the fog rolls in.
So, I had this entry planned out and it was going to be good, but I forgot what it was about. DH went back to work today. That was good. He was starting to disrupt my groove. I happen to like it when Baby and I are here alone. We can do whatever we want and don’t have to listen to endless whining about the messes we’re making (of course, I have to clean before DH gets home). It’s lovely now. I can just hang around in my jammies til he gets home. Then I stay in my jammies because, really, what’s the point in changing so late in the day?
Why am I making this completely pointless entry? Because I want to make an entry so I can come back to it later and see what an idiot I’ve made of myself…LOL. Really, though, that’s the truth. I just get it in my head that I want to write something, but when I’m in a fog I can’t do it at Gray. I’m actually getting traffic over there and I don’t want to put anyone off (that’s why I moved all my personal stuff here).
I’ve been visiting a lot of other political blogs and I so wish that I made as much sense in my posts as they do in theirs. I get so jealous reading their writing and I want to do that same kind of stuff in my blogs. Unfortunately, it’s almost impossible for me to do anything that good because my concentration is so poor anymore. Halfway through what I’m writing I forget what I’m writing about. That flippin’ fog is going to be the end of me.
Have I gone back to the doctor? No. I’m waiting until DH starts getting paid again. I’m also thinking of finding yet another doctor. This one doesn’t seem to care a lot about what’s going on inside my head. She kind of sucks.
Well, that’s baby. Looks like I’m done for tonight. See why I can’t finish what I’m doing?
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